• Open Question: How can i learn to love myself and build up my self esteem?

  I was in a bad car accident almost 2 years ago and i was the only one with really bad scars I am now having surgerys for the scars that have kiloided….but ever since this has happened i just don’t see myself the same way…so many people have told me to be happy that i’m alive and that i didn’t break anything or that it wasn’t my face…don’t get me wrong i’m very grateful for this but i just feel like these scars have been keeping me from being a model which was my dream and from doing the one true thing that i love which is dancing….i really just want my life back but even though its coming back…my insecurties are too…i am happy to say i have a boifriend that loves me unconditionally but i still don’t feel beautiful i hate the stares i get like i’m some abused child or monster and don’t even get me started with the way kids act…..i want to love myself again….i want to look at myself in the mirror the way i used to before this has happened to me….i pray all the time but one minute that i feel happy and secure with myself the next i feel like nothing…its like taking two steps forward and getting knocked down 50….i just don’t know what to do anymore please help…

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• Open Question: What is the name of this movie? It’s an older one…?

  I know it’s older, at least 50, probably more. I think it was in color, but it could have been black and white.
  I think it’s starring a male famous actor (his character was a famous actor) and he starts liking a girl who brushes him off (?) she tells him that she’s an actress at one point but you find out she does small skits for parties. She ends up doing it at one of the parties he’s at and he recognizes her.
  I know there are some other things like he has a friend who does some kind of dancing skit with lots of tricks like running up walls.

  Any ideas?

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• BIKINI Pool 2009-08-01 07:28:48

  Ross Fletcher has added a photo to the pool:

  

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• Open Question: Do I really want a Non-Sexual relationship?

  I’m 21 and Ive never had a GF, ive never been on one date, Ive never even kissed a girl before.

  I’m so lonely it pushes me to depression, and sometimes even suicide.

  and since i think constantly about it, Ive thought about it so much that Ive realized that its not even about the sex for me, I just want some kind of female companionship. I really dont care, i just want someone to hug and occasionally kiss. I just want to put my arms around something warm.

  I say this because I was thinking of trying to pick up church girls, and they are either sluts, or virgins. (its really a 50/50) i would prefer to date a virgin, because sex just scares me, and thats not the reason I’m scared to talk to girls, I want to have sex so badly, but I want it to be with someone i love (I am DEF not waiting for marriage though, I believe that part of the bible just doesn’t apply to today, it was easy to wait for marriage back then because you got married when you were 15 and just discovered what sex even is. But I DO NOT think its okay for 15 yos to have sex, even though that’s when most girls lose it anyway.)

  Ive even turned to dating sites, i came across one profile, she was cute and looked really interesting, then she had a thing that said no sex before marriage, at first I was about to skip her then I started to think,

  “I’m so lonely, I don’t even think I care anymore”

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• Open Question: Things to do when you are bored?

  People are tired and annoyed of me calling them. I hate seeming desperate. I do not have a car, a cell phone, and only have like .50 cents in my account.

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• BIKINI Pool 2009-08-01 06:18:00

  Ross Fletcher has added a photo to the pool:

  

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• Open Question: does this sound like tourette’s or OCD?

  my symptoms are:

  I’m constantly say the letter “E”. I don’t know why but if i don’t it almost hurts. I say it about 200 times a day.

  I also am always clicking my teeth together. Just like with saying the E, it almost hurts if I don’t. And while i do that, i sometimes twitch but not all the times. In the past hour i’ve clicked my teeth about 50 times and only ‘jumped’ about 5.

  Lastly, I’m always wiping the back of my hand on everything. I can’t control it. The back of my hand starts to tingle if I don’t.

  I’ve been told it’s OCD but the reason I’m still wondering is because I don’t do these weird things because I’m afraid something bad will happen but I do them because I almost have to. It’s like if you have an itch. You can resist for a moment or two but sooner or later you’ll have to scratch it.

  I can usually hold in saying “E” for about five seconds but everything else I can’t hold it back at all. And it feels like a relief after I do it. But then only a moment later I’ll have to do it again.

  So do you think this is still OCD or tourette’s? By the way, I also have other symptoms of OCD.

  I’m 14 years old and this has been happening to me for about a half a year.

  serious answers only. And if you don’t know what tourette’s or OCD is, don’t answer. Only 10% of people with tourette’s curse. And also don’t suggest going to the doctors. I’m trying to convince my parents to take me.

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