Open Question: Do I really want a Non-Sexual relationship?

Posted: July 31st, 2009 ˑ Filled under: fcukin, Hot, Inane, Internet, Web ˑ  Comments Closed
I'm 21 and Ive never had a GF, ive never been on one date, Ive never even kissed a girl before. I'm so lonely it pushes me to depression, and sometimes even suicide. and since i think constantly about it, Ive thought about it so much that Ive realized that its not even about the sex for me, I just want some kind of female companionship. I really dont care, i just want someone to hug and occasionally kiss. I just want to put my arms around something warm. I say this because I was thinking of trying to pick up church girls, and they are either sluts, or virgins. (its really a 50/50) i would prefer to date a virgin, because sex just scares me, and thats not the reason I'm scared to talk to girls, I want to have sex so badly, but I want it to be with someone i love (I am DEF not waiting for marriage though, I believe that part of the bible just doesn't apply to today, it was easy to wait for marriage back then because you got married when you were 15 and just discovered what sex even is. But I DO NOT think its okay for 15 yos to have sex, even though that's when most girls lose it anyway.) Ive even turned to dating sites, i came across one profile, she was cute and looked really interesting, then she had a thing that said no sex before marriage, at first I was about to skip her then I started to think, "I'm so lonely, I don't even think I care anymore"
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