Open Question: How can i learn to love myself and build up my self esteem?

Posted: July 31st, 2009 ˑ Filled under: fcukin, Hot, Inane, Internet, Web ˑ  Comments Closed
I was in a bad car accident almost 2 years ago and i was the only one with really bad scars I am now having surgerys for the scars that have kiloided....but ever since this has happened i just don't see myself the same way...so many people have told me to be happy that i'm alive and that i didn't break anything or that it wasn't my face...don't get me wrong i'm very grateful for this but i just feel like these scars have been keeping me from being a model which was my dream and from doing the one true thing that i love which is dancing....i really just want my life back but even though its coming back...my insecurties are too...i am happy to say i have a boifriend that loves me unconditionally but i still don't feel beautiful i hate the stares i get like i'm some abused child or monster and don't even get me started with the way kids act.....i want to love myself again....i want to look at myself in the mirror the way i used to before this has happened to me....i pray all the time but one minute that i feel happy and secure with myself the next i feel like nothing...its like taking two steps forward and getting knocked down 50....i just don't know what to do anymore please help...
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